The powerlessness Do you have that feelings? You really want to accomplish the work, but you find it always go against your will. When you are doing it, you realize how samll you are, everybody is too difficult to comminucate, no one take care this issues even though you have told them it' s urgent. Everybody think you are so annoying. Just you, know the difficulties. Suddenly, there is an idea in your mind. " why not quite your job, leave far away form here, enjoy the life you really what to have". Maybe some one will say you should face the difficult and step over. Maybe some guy will say be strong enough to be a leader so everything will be ok. Yes. that's the solutions. But you are a coward, you don't have encourage to do it. You just want the happiness. You really don't want to take over these annoying things. However, if you want to realize your dream, just be tolerate and work hard. Today I just feel tired about these things. I really want to find a place to hide. The sad thing is I really need money to support myself.