What can I do to go through with this? Maybe telented people just can't hide their thunder? LOL Today, the meanest teacher gave me big complement. I felt so excited about his approval, but at the same time I felt a little embarrassed too. I think it might comes from I don't really want to make people pay attention to me? But honestly, I love those eyes looking at me in deed. LoL, people always are contradictory. I know exactly what's the problem on me, it's all about my confidence. In the other words, I can't be confident enough to happily welcome those staring-at-you eyes. I'm afraid to make a speech in the front of all my classmates and teachers. I'm afraid of making mistakes, you know what, I am thin-skinned and that will make me embarrassed. I don't think I am good enough to face the public stuff, I mean give a speech or answer questions at the class kind of things. What can I do to make me be more conident? It keeps annoying me all these years.