Hey there Vicky, Don't be confused, I think most people don't know where they want to go, or what they want to do. Some people say they have plans, but then often change these plans because they realise they weren't achieving their goals. So don't worry too much, I think that if you give yourself enough time you will figure out what you want. As for studying in America: I would suggest you have a look if your Chinese University has an exchange program with an American University. If they do not have anything like that, have a look on Baidu, I know that there is a lot of Chinese students, who studied in the US, who write explanations for other Chinese students on how to do it. I cannot really help you with the process as I have not studied in the US and because we have different situations :) You should know however, that studying in the US will require you to go through a quite long process of getting a visa and also quite a bit of money, because American Universities are expensive. WIsh you the best of luck! 加油！ :)

i dont know much about it , but i support you