my year everything is gonna be alright when u said that i can do that. but, when i m failed, i cannt stand anymore. all of doubt changed. i had down. this is my year. almost the end of my year, i found a gud man but still cannt be one bcz we hv big different. my toefl test was so bad score that i got. n the last thing is they rejected my scholarship. i try to think that i m not lucky girl. but, i changed my mind. God has beautiful plans for my life. still i said thankz that my family is always to be fine. i hv people who caring n loving me everytime what i hv. so, i cnnt say that God is unfair. but, i said i hv big God for my bad situation n my big problem. keep fighting n keep smile :)