A bad mood Today I have a bad mood, no patience doing anything, because I am thinking my future and my job, I am not a stay idle people, but my job have not many things to do, everyday from the morning, first I should clean the office room, our company is a small and new company, only one employee, yep, it's me, u must want to ask then why you choose this job at the first time, but at that time I have no choice, in the passed August, I came to the new city, i have to get a job first to make money, but i have not many work experience in the international trade industry, and I didn't know my advantages, just like to learn English well, so I come to the small company hoping to learn from the start, but not as whate I thought, no things to do and can't know new friends and colleagues. The following time, I try to learn sth from the Internet by myself, but some times I couldn't bear the loneliness, I don't know whate should I do, and nobody I can talk to him, now I am very depressed, so I write sth here.