oct 30 For more than a week,I 've been keeping thinking about noting something everyday.(funny sentence,lots of doing) Surprisingly，Just like a writer who have used up all his inspirations, I cannot even come up with anything. Is it the problem of boring life or what? Actually what I want just write down my life, leave some thoughts for the future. It seems there is nothing worth leaving for the record recently. It's not good sign for most people, we should enjoy the youth spans of life. Everyday should be spent wonderful. but I don't reject it. No news is good news. A little pessimistic ha. No！I love it. Bland life. It means you can do everything you want needless worry about where to go when to meet what to eat things. The only annoyance is damn hard to find a soul mate, not a lover ,no ,I mean soul mate, they are different, and I don't expect to meeting one already. I never lack of friends for my whole life,but during these 2 years, things changed. I'm not a talkative guy, have ability of making a friend in 2 minutes，I not that style，but I have cliques for every 3 or 4 years. Now I'm empty. I don't really have someone companied who can share my things, my thought,my interests,even my money. Lonely? No,I already get used to be alone，and they are different. So~,for fill up my empty time I read different kinds of books, pratice interpretation, enrich knowledge, except my body build, They are getting rotten and rust if I just open one eye on it. Should I change another ambience. Think about that now, for your oportunity is missing along with your ages.