my life, my feelings ... My life is a series of failures, and so I would like to fulfill one of my dreams. Life does not bring me good news, on the contrary. every day I find out something terrible, something that concerns me and asks me a lot of pain. In my life I feel quite lonely. I need a friend who will always be with me no matter what would happen. I need a shoulder to cry. And someone to whom I could always cuddle and feel safe. In a word needs to be loved. Is that too much to do? My feelings can not be described in words, unfortunately :( .