What kind of life do you want to lead to ? On last thursday evening,my classmate Xu Ying cried because she failed the math exam again ,what's more , English teacher talked with her that morning .She said Xu's grade was unpleasant. Xu looked so disappointed.She said she stays up late everyday and get up early to improve her grade . "I konw I'm not as clever as others ,but I have tried my best" ,sha said,"nobody encouraged me,they just think that I'm not an horor roll but a loser.!!!" In my opinion ,study should bring us happiness and make us aware of the real meaning of life .However,it's apparent that we chinese students got more pressure, disappiontment, sadness etc from it than postive things. In modern sociaty. Most of people consider studying as a means of achieve high-paid jobs,promising future,and envy from others .They have no love for life,what fills their are money and competition. They are willing to give up what they real like , just to realize their "dream" . Anyway,I can't imagine life like that. Everyone has right to choose his or her own life .what matters is our own thoughts not others' opinions.We should follow our heart to make decisions about our future.There must be a balance between interests and earning life. I am 18 years old .My future is ahead of me .I like jazz, reading, films ect. I have a lot of dreams.I want to learn more about this world and make friends with more people to listen to their stories. I treasure my life .I want to make good use of it .