some upset Recently days, I always feel some upset, sometimes because of my academic paper and disturbance experiments. More important, it is perplex me more that realizes the dream of accomplishing my PH. D. in abroad. I think their are at least two main factors determine my dream. The first one is my English tests results, the another is my academic level. I had attendened a GRE test about one month ago. However, only 1220 had been gained in terms of old scoring system. It's do frustrated to me. At the same time, I haven't accomplished my experiment absolutly. The paper is urgent for me, since only one year left in my graduate life. I do hope a more efficient and orderliness life can be experienced in the upcoming new semester. Good luck for me and for everyone of you.