I feel no Concern from my Family Today is that my father's sister's daughter the first day of school. but I feel a bit , sort of..., well, I don't know how to say, maybe a bit envious because she is thiner tahn me and I am a little fat, besides I teach her for two months under my grandfather' demand but they still ignore me when she knows she get a good grade. Actually, at the beginning , I am not willing to teach her because I have my own plan and her sudden appearance and demands really disturb me. however, if I don't teach her, my grandfather will argue with me and turn very angry, consequantly, his Hypertension will burst out. I don't want to see that so I have to obey his demands, while my plan is broken down. I really tell her many things by using understandable words for her and ask her some questions that I think it diffcult to her. I teach her math and English. In fact, she attends extra math class in her math teacher house but she still has many questions. I ask her why not ask her teacher. she say she has asked her teacher but she still don't know it.Yeah, my extra job is helping her solve math problems. when I teach her, I sometimes tthink about my past: I have no extra help from others and no one tell me I should lose weight and I am a bit short, everyone just think I am a wreak. When I enter college, I become more active in minds. At least, I succeed in losing ten killgram fatt, and when I put on the pants that I can't wear before , I find it still leaft much the waist now. I really feel I have succeeded. I also learn much more English than before with a correct plan. Finally, when she get good grade and I finish my work, they don't talk with me and care about me again. I feel i am abandoned and used up, like a old battery. So I feel sad and make my mind to do my own things and then I will not help them(those selfish guys) ever after. I think if I fail they will not help me and more bad, they even ridicule me. I consider it a most important class, good grade don't mean anything, in effect, metal strength and great spirit is nothing less than what we should value.