the feeling one takes a meal, one goes to sleep, one goes shopping, one walks. . . I have to face everything by myself, but "alone" is not the meaning at all. I feel there is something around me recently, it supposed to be thing called “lonely”. Live in my world, nobody can understand. Will there be a person to show up in my life? He can help me when I really want to seek support, listen to me carefully, be willing to stay by my side. Matchmaker must forget me, I bet.