Midnight & awake Sunny. - 20120726

For a couple of years (or "For the last couple years"), I have been become ("been" works but "become" sounds better) used to sleeping in late. Now it has becomes (The simple past of become is became, but "became" sounds weird in this sentence.) a habit, probably a bad one.

It is 11:25pm now. After a few emails and reviewing some pictures, I started missing some friends, those who were quite important to me before but now all of us are busy with our own lives. (This is a run on sentence. This just means the sentence is long and perhaps should be broken into smaller bits... but I don't really think it needs to be broken up.)

Sometimes I felt (Instead of "felt," "would feel" sounds better.) I was silly when they talked about marriage and kids. Ridiculously, I still have a feeling that I prefer a simple life as teenagers do. I don't want to think too much about the future, it may would only make me feel tense. I want a natural life, during which I can take my job easy, I can fall in love and be together with one person until end of my life.

It made makes me sad when hearing I hear about people die dying in accidents. Life is so tender ("Tender" works, but "precious" would be better.). I cannot promise about tomorrow even. Then shouldn't I be brave to avoid any potential regrets?

In the meantime, I cannot help being rational in ("In" works but one usually says "to some degree") some degree. I am an adult, I need to consider carefully about my life plan. I need to consider my life plan carefully or I need to carefully consider my life plan.

I am not sure whether this is related to human intelligence. People always have to find balanced approach.


Some subconsciousness reminded me how I need encouragement sometimes, especially when I feel tired and alone. I cannot turn the negative moods into positive ones all by myself. Is this the real me?

I started to think naively -- if I got had nothing to do in the daytime, I felt lost. I wanted to get something well done and someone told me: Sunny, you are smart. (Are you talking about a past event here? Or are you saying what you want? Because if you are talking about what you want, you should say "...and someone to tell me: Sunny, you are smart."
 

I think I have some weakness, whenever I meet something uncertain, I will be less confident. I am not an aggressive one person. ("One" works but would usually be used to refer to children, or if what the "one" is was defined previously. For example: "The warriors had been walking for seven days in a row. Henry, the drummer boy, was not a resilient one and had trouble keeping up," although this isn't the best example... xD.)
 

Moods can be affected by physical status. I wish I can ("Can" sounds a bit unatural in my ear but it works.) feel much better tomorrow.

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