Emptiness.

I have never been this empty before. The silence, the boredom, the nights, the heat...I feel like I'm going down, deeper into an eternal abyss.
And all I need is you. I have never thought that I could someday be so dependent on someone.
I refuse to remember your laugh, your smell, your words. All the things that I loved about you, all the things that I hated about you...All the things that you are.
You stopped calling, stopped caring perhaps.
I never call, and never will anyway.
You are my baby, my father, my man, my eternal love.
And the sad part is, that you will never know all this..Or is it the happy part?


From Everywhere, and nowhere...With Love. ...Amazing! :D

Why did you write about emptiness? I come to italki to forget I'm sad lol! :p

My favorite part is " You are my baby, my father, my man, my eternal love" and at the end " From Everywhere and nowhere with love". Very honest words, it's exactly how I feel. Good job!

My message is this: Love can heal us and break us but at the end the only answer to this problem is love itself. If we once loved this person who hurts us then we must forgive them. Forgiveness is given out of love just like a rose is given out for the beloved. Unconditional love can truly conquer all things. It is the highest level of love and this kind of love you can only learn from God himself.

From Natali, with love :)