I had a dream about my ex girlfriend last night. I can't remember much about it, I think for some reason I was seeing her new flat, or renting a room in her flat or something. I was telling her how much I'd changed since she knew me, I said I even had a cat now, and asked her if she could believe it. I think I was stroking her cat as I was saying it. She'd aged a lot, more so than she probably has in reality. Next thing I know, we're lying down, looking at each other closely, she is smiling, I feel like I'm home again. She asks me, "would you like to try kissing again?" and I say yes. She moves close to me to kiss me, and I wake up. I was kind of happy to, "see her" again, kind of glad that she liked me still, and kind of confused as to why I even thought about her when she was so horrible to me. I think I still love her. Although why, I've no idea, she was a horrible person. "The first cut, is the deepest", how do they say that again in Spanish? Annie told me but I can't remember............ Funny, her name was Loli, which comes from Dolores, which comes from the word for pain in Spanish, which is, "dolor". Ironic. Even though she was a right ***t towards me, I'd still love to see her again and ask her how things have been, how she is, what she's doing. The last thing I knew, she was in South America and I think she had a baby, with a guy who looked like me actually. I even loved her mam and dad and her sisters. :( Ohh if I'm not eating ear plugs I'm dreaming about ex girlfriends who were never good friends. I wonder what next week will bring? Anything good?? I think so. I feel some good news coming. I'll let you know.