Stray Birds.

Don't let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present.
I’m depressed lately. I always think too much and I usually can’t find the way to help myself feel at ease.Then I became a melancholy girl.
It has been raining for a few days. I've read some books. The kite runner made me cry.I cried so heavily. I thought of my father. He is an excellent man, but I couldn’t make him feel proud for me. I tried, but I had no ability. I will do it better. I usually tell myself that.
Stray Birds said “Sit still,my heart, do not raise your dust. Let the world find its way to you”. I will wait silently for the world to find me. ...You know, it is normal to feel a little down sometimes. It's all part of the process of growing up. Just don't let yourself to be carried away for too long. Life is a fight. You need to make an effort to succeed. Simple survival is not enough. Set new goals and try to reach them. I agree with Andre: parents love their children for who they are, not for what they can do. There's nothing bigger or deeper in this world than love. Best regards!! :D