feel down in spirits!!

Today is my dark day in my life. I feel so low right now.
You know, people who live in China have a lot of pressure cuz because the there are is a lot of people in China. People want to live , they have to work.
so it gives rise to currious curious situation, which is there have at least 5 or even more than 10 people compete for one job. it's horrible as you can image.
i have been looking for a job since Jan January ( I know your telling to say Jan but in written english it's spelled fully) 2012 cause i want to have to a better position.
During these months, i've gone through so many situations and also get a lot of expenrences experience. but the problem is i still haven't looked found for a job which i was very satisfied. who can answer me why? Last week, i received an e-mail from a company, after a while, they call me via phone and talked about some personal issues. after that, they asked invited me to their company for an interview. I was so surprised. I thought maybe i have an opportunity to work for their company. Waiting is so long, i've went to their company at that day as original date we've met before. This interview lasted two and half hours. I feel so good when they asked the last question. They'll give me the final decision at next week. and I was very confident that I can do this kind of job in their company. But  guess what, today I got a call from their staff who said that I do not fit this kind of job because I am impatient, are you kidding ? I can't believe I am impatient..
At this time, It remind a song from the Eagles---Waiting in the weeds.

It's comin' on the end of August
Another summer's promise almost gone
And though I heard some wise man say
That every dog will have his day
He never mentioned that these dog days get so long
I don't know when I realized the dream was over
Well, there was no particular hour, no given day
You know, it didn't go down in flame
There was no final scene, no frozen frame
I just watched it slowly fade away
And I've been waiting in the weeds
Waiting for my time to come around again and
Hope is floating on the breeze
Carrying my soul high up above the ground and
I've been keepin' to myself
Knowin' that the seasons are slowly changing you
And though you're with somebody else
He'll never love you like I do

Very Good! Over all I think your written english is very very similar to american people, but use it properly. In america, especially in school we tend to do the same stuff you do with spelling out words Jan. (january) and cuz (because). Your lesson is don't use that.

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