18_________ Friday , i went back to my high school with dudu . We were going to see our teachers companied with us in our 18 . 18 is not a sunny or a bright word in china . It means you should fill this year with endless examination papers and stress given by 10 million competitors . Maybe students from other country can't feel this sentence : a paper , a whole life . The destiny of every chinese students are changed by a paper .10 Million students are competing with you every year .And there are only few university can stand on the top . If you want to go to the best university ,you should be the first 10000 in these 1000000 people.And every one want to be the first 10000 . every father and mother want their child to be the first 10000. Because of the 100 years of war and revolution in china .Because of the fearness of poor. Because of the values of confucianism. Some people say that chinese are geeks .I want them to see the truth of the stress given by population,they will understand why chinese always wear glasses. _____________________________________________- Let's talk about the afternoon we spent in our school . The security was unbelivable callosity . You should smile to him just like a flower so he could let you in . But I don't hate these people .They are controuled by their leaders everyday.so they should control the guests. We haven't met the teacher who improves me a lot ----siomei . I don't know if she is stay healthy and happy right now. She is such a strong one who lights our hardest year. Grade 3 in high school. Her smile helped us make it through . And the classroom was still quiet and crowneded .even if we are a small class .I heard that some classes in inland provinces have 100 people . High school is a boring part .but the school is a paradise for me .Because their lies my 18. Dudu is smiling at me ,haha, She is also a manchurian girl .A ballet girl.Is she beautiful?