To myself (do not confused) I really feel confused these days. I am afraid of something, something about my future. I do not want my life always like today. I realized that i have to plan for my future. Even i do not know whether i can do it or not but i have to make a plan. Once you decided to do something you must take action . As a girl i do not want to be so strong but i have to plan for myself. Now two ways facing with me. Before i start any of them i have to leave my present company. I will find two kind of jobs one is on travel industry then i will learn something about tourism and achieve some degree. Another way is find a job which also relation to export but find a formal and good company to develop myself. Do not think a lot just do as you think. Even no big succuss i will be happy in the end.Now i have to do is relax, calm down and be happy. Enjoy my life because i am still so young. To be a happy kid.