Dairy I have tried to keep write something in English every day before but it's all failed. I'm a person who is easy to give up but today I want to try continuing writing again since I have always made grammar mistake in my writing. It's really sucks!!! I'm a grade 12 students who are study in Vancouver right now. Today I have finished my calculus 12 , be honest my calculus teacher dose has ability to teach us but she always give us a bunch of homework. It’s hard to catch up her steps in our class, she always one step faster than us. For so many time I have try to working hard, do not be distract by other meaningless things , finally it’s all failed . Maybe I need to learn how to self-control, I need strong determination or motivation to motivate myself. No matter what I think now , right now I just need to push myself little by little. I will and I must solve my problems. .