just can not control my emotion This afternoon, when i was having the class, a phone call was in. So curious about the caller for it is an unrecorded number and I was afraid it maybe an enmergent call. Thus I rushed out of the classroom. When the call was through, There were several women's talk and laugher. Suddenly I realised it was my mom, maybe her moible phone was unconciously toughed and gave a call to me at random. Hearing her laughters, a strange feeling floated beyond any description. I called her for several times, but maybe she was not conscious so that I went back to the class. The laugher of my mom haunted me. The my tears were out of control covered the whole of my face. I don't want to act like this in class but I just could not hold. In my heart, I feel so guity for my mom. I always make her into irritation. I always spend her money. I seldom make her laugh. Between my mom and me are of little words, however, she will always treat me well when I come back home after staying in school for several weeks. I just disgust myself for not bring happiness to my mom. Tonight, the teacher assigns us to write a topic,"I had a scary dream". I still remember after the dream when I woke up , tears were covered my face and sorrow still didn't fade away. I remembered in my dream, I cried crazily and ouf of control. Just becaust I saw my mother was crying sadly but I could not remember why. What the most I scared is watching my mom crying. I will feel guilty and helpless for the reason that I have no idea what I should do. It seemed lke an arrow shooting in my heart. So painful it was that I just cried loudly and selfless. The dream ended. I know I should do my best to love, protect my beloved ones and never hurt them. I am bound to act so. I know I will