kind of philosophy Sometimes I wonder why life is so exacting. At first I wanted to write intresting, strange or something else but it's really exacting. You know, you never can have all that you want to have, I say more some time you had a lot of things and then you lost them, dont even noted how that happend. I think all of these becouse we was born without any contribution from us, we had all from God for free. And ever since childhood we've been thinking that everything that we need will be given. But truth is you gotta work really hard and than you'll get it. Plus illness, ingratitude and so on. Don't want to seemed complaining. It's just kind of philosophy...