my dear friends

I have been staying at home for almost 1 month and today I would be happy to hang out with my friends . I don't know how to define this kind of girl like me who rarely call friends out for fun even though she really likes the feeling of being with them . I have to admit that i'm little freakish,right?
Now come to the main point, we didn't have much special thing but to dine together .We haven't seen each other for 1 year .They become slim and more attractive while I'm still the one who does not change much and even turn worse,that isbecause  I am a fat girl . I sometimes want to make my shape better  just like them , however ,maybe the eagerness is not strong enough to force me to do things effective and I am so lazy a girl that I do not care about my appearance. We friends talked a lot, like the school life and the future plans .One of the conclusions is that I found we seemed to gain little academic things at our college . Tow girls made up their minds (help:minds?)to be teachers at a kindergarten and another three were not clear about where to go . I guess that it can't be a good thing to us ,but how can I know what I really want and who I want to be ? Such questions bother me a lot .
We spent a whole afternoon communicating with each other,a marvellous time~~~I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR FRIENDS!

PS:please revise my tense whether i use the right one or not~~thanks!(good,I have just learned something about you and it is a kind of identifical felling roused in me) in fact I don't want to graduate too,but the lasting of now will be destrustive to anyone ,no people shall stay for all but to be better,the dream lies in future,it will be a good one,even better than the one frozen in your dream