I'm no angel

I'm no angel,this time i am the villan.
About the same time last year,i met you. You told me that you love me and we were together. We could not sustain one mouth. I knew that you have a girlfriend meanwhile. But you told me that i'm wrong. That time,i didn't know what to say.
On a rainy day, you told me that you just love your girlfriend and i am just your mistake. I should forget you. I called your phone and just listened to this: ''sorry, the number you have dialed is not vaild,please try again later..." I know you put me in the blacklist. I told myself it is nothing and i don't care. I often told myself i don't miss you or i love you. In Sep, 2011, you found me again,and said sorry. You wanted to restart. As I loved you, i could not get angry with you. When we were well together, you disappeared again. I'm tired of this. This year, you found me for the second time. I'm bored with you.This time, i put your name in the blacklist. I don't want to see your face you, ever. 

Love,i admit,is true. I loved you just.You could hurt me because i loved you, but this was not my mistake, it was just a feeling. A feeling that is disappearing...
I will learn how to forget you and i'll be happy without you....
This time,i am the villan...But this time,i don't hate you.Thank you for teaching me the feeling of love,sorrow,hatred and forgiveness...
I'm no angel...