What is your dream？

What's my dream? It is a question that I always ask myself. . I work every day - busy, busy work - but also try to learn English. Every day I feel tired - very tired, but I have to learn English as their interests [as whose interest? I don't understand], and sometimes this brings up a conflict. Is it better to be able to live according to my own dream? Mastering a language can help me in my work. Sometimes friends ask me what your dream is, and I say, "My vision is to earn enough to many, many money and then to travel." A friend asked me, "How much money do you think it is enough?" I said, "I do not know." . People always live in the selection and contradiction [I do not understand the phrase "in the selection", but "in contradiction" works], which gives me quite a headache........

["Ideal" is a word used more for a situation or object. "Dream" refers more to an individual's hopes and plans. Thus, I changed all "ideal"s in your essay to "dream"s. You seemed to be speaking of dreams, not ideals. Also, "contradiction" is a word to be used something is opposing an established truth or standard. "Conflict" is more general and describes the your thoughts better. Very good overall. You are writing about very difficult topics.]