Years Ago back then...

Years ago,....when I was just a child kid, I had a behavioral abnormality.  I don't know if I can still remember what it was . . . an inferiority complex maybe...
When people came to our house, I used to hide in my room.  Even though my mom told me to come out, I did not.  I was afraid of people.  Even if they were my relatives. That was the reason why I did not have any friends in school.  I was always alone.  All I had was my notebook and my ballpen or pencil where I could draw or write my feelings which I could not tell anybody.
Thank God, I'm now different.  I have learned to communicate with other people, show my feelings in positive way and to be friends with somebody.

Congratulations - I am sure your friends respect and enjoy your company.