Joyce's notebook entry: Jul 21, 2010 I have loved someone ,but he cann't give me future ,what i should do ? I love him very much ,but he had married for ten years ,and he has tow kids to foster. He loves me too ,but he could not be lived with me ,by those reasons .I always remind myself to leave his ,but i always fail.My friends are both to advise me that if I leave him ,i will gain the happiness.I think it is easy to say and hard to do .