Crossroads Today I am totally lose myself and don't know what's going on in my life. It seems that something turns my world upside down. I can't stop wondering whether it is the same to some of you that nowhere can you find yourself. You don't care about just anything but a little ego. It is a painful experience to analyze yourself with cold eyes. The loss of self-identity makes one person both psychologically and physically that everything fades like a flower in a black-and-white photo. Good Lord, bestow more wits on me.