Problems I am very ashamed for having spent so much time without to write. The truth is I was very busy and I'm not such availability, but I made an effort to be here. I confess, I am a bit disappointed with myself; a test that I did was not so good - I was terrible.The test was enormous: 180 questions divided into two days, and the second was 90 with 45 of math and another part of languages, not counting the writing. The evidence was not difficult, the problem was the time; not had time to read the math questions; my score went down. I have no plans for the future, the not to be continue on the same in a struggle with myself, trying to reach the lower rungs of my accomplishments. I'm feeling bad and I will hear a lot of people than want to see me to fail, I must postpone my happiness to actually go to college and try to be one of the best in what God I purpose to attend. I like Pharmacy and wanted to do anything to participate in research or work in the federal police as an expert - I love labs. I see no problem being a doctor - I would love - but the competition is too big, I have fear and feel like a failure. I am a perfectionist - these was for to be a quality - but the exgero change all in defect; the exagero is already a serious mistake. Anyway, don't talk of problems and shame, or vain philosophies. The truth is that I will try to move on, because what makes you to be good at what you think yourselve self able, not what you do, it's like you do. Hugs to all, and sorry with the English.