just life Just life

I know this is a cruel life with no answers to the question and u  you have to find the happiness … the life Life to me is like a beautiful sea in the morning he It is looking (or, It looks) full of joy but he it has many secret and in the dark he look it looks scary .. I keep going to the my new truth and (want to?) accept her it but I can’t avoid my destiny ....but I’m going to find the women (woman?).  just looking to her to warm me and to make me strong me but she has left me… I just can’t refuse myself and my destiny.

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Well done, nada angel. I think I know what you are  trying to say, but I might be wrong ;-)