I Hate Myself
I have a hard long way to get rid of "my self." Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. Yes but who said that I want to be someone else? I just want to be me. If my stupid self didn't prevent me from being me, well it would be easy.
She always wants to talk about herself. I don't. She has a collection of loves that she collected from people's hearts; ordered alphabetically. She says, Everybody has to love me reasonlessly.
I cannot help but hearing her, she's on my mind every single sencond I have. Sometimes she uses my mouth, too. That's enough! I can't stand more. I put a zip on my mouth. She is not advanced enough to use my arms properly.
I don't know who's stronger? Still I never stop trying to beat. I hope one day I'll reach that pure life I dream about.
Do you love your selfs?
Peace, Love, Empathy
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I Hate Myself (A Fight with MySelf)
I have to take a long hard road to change my inner self. A pretence to seem a person you are not is a waste of your spiritual self. (I have left the idea at least :)))) Who says that I want to be in a someone else's "shell"? (Seda, I mean "body" in this case :)) I just want to remain MySelf. (the capitals M and S will show the reader, that there is a contradiction between You and Self) If only my complicated in stupidity Self didn't prevent me from being who I am, it would be easier to find the touching ground with others. (Right, don't please dimish your abilities! I used "complicated" here to underline the fact that you are very smart, "stupidity" is your perception)
Self (If you want to refer to Self as "she", you need to build a bridge between them, otherwise the understanding disappears) always stands up to talk about Herself. I personally call her S-Self or Es-Self. (If you want to be ironic to yourself, Es-Self sounds a bit like "arse-Self" (really ashamed of this personally), here appears a play of words She-Self and the not-nice meaning, the readers should chose themselves what they want to read:)) Quite often I fail to understand Es-Self. She-Self has a vast spectrum of things She-Self loves, the collection is alphabetically grained from human hearts. (I hope you mean you respect and value people's feelings, abilities, friendship etc, by "grain" I mean the collection is taken ages to be completed and it is a slow process to find a nice sample) S-Self expects everybody to love Her without any doubts and reproaches.
I cannot help but hearing S-Self's demanding voice, she's on my mind every single-breathing second. Sometimes She-Self takes possesions of my mouth. That's enough! I can't stand any more. I have put a zip on my mouth. (How about "I have put a wax seal on my mouth"? :)) She-Self is not advanced enough to conjure my arms.
The question is who's stronger? Still I will never stop trying to conquer S-Self. I hope one day I'll reach harmony I am dreaming about.
Do you love Your Selves?
Peace, Love, Empathy
Seda, I am sorry if I have distorted the original idea. As usual, give a big blow to MY "S-Self", if you don't like what I have done. ;)
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I will offer you a deal. Come live here. No charge, but you still have to go to school. I just want you to know you have a place. My wife is a banker and I am a teacher. Maybe you just need a break.
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I think that it is better to overestimate than underestimate yourself... ))))) I love myself always and too much and at the same time I'm not spoilt and selfish...;))))) Love yourself, Seda!)))))
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yeh , me & "my self " always like Tom & Jerry ;)
but I 'm trying to be my self
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Nice song Lainy, but I've already said that I didn't want to be someone else. Victor believe me, there are some times that I want to use the complete of that song title. Well, I can't be me especially with people, 'cause myself doesn't let me be "me". I guess I couldn't explain it, me & myself stuff... Actually I don't know who I am. Ughh! I'm eighteen I get confused everyday! =D
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