First notebook entry: Introducing myself

I am a university student. Soon after I will begin my internship life. My subject is International Economy and Trade. Learning English well is important, but there is a confusing phenomenon. I think school will puts English subject in a vital position, however we study college English only four semesters. In the following two years, it is not important.
I am a "lazy" girl. I need the urge from others. Without the urge from teachers, I relaxed myself. now I feel my English is becoming worse than before. My oral English is inadequate. Also, I am afraid to lack confidence speaking English because my spoken English is not inadequate.
I want to improve my English, especially spoken English.

Don't forget to leave a space after the puncuation mark (period [.] or comma [,]). Also, commas are used to separate two clauses within a sentence or items in a list.

I made a few corrections in verbs and adverbs to correct past and present tense.

I also substituted some words to how we would normally speak and write, and corrected a few spelling errors.

The first word of a sentence and proper nouns (proper names or people, places or things) begin with a capital letter.

Don't be discouraged. English is difficult for native speakers of non-European languages. Practice, practice, practice. Remember, the first time you rode a bike you fell. If you had given up, you still wouldn't be able to ride a bike.