Starting at -1 Throwing things away and then starting over and over till arriving at -1 when you feel you are less than when you started. There where you are almost frozen. No action, no direction just a deep empty pain inside. The loss, the never being, the no future. Days pass by with the only company of your -1. It fills all the identical days. Hurting you but keeping you alive. Keep it close, it will starts giving a confort. It is at least something, it is - and 1. Keep it close till you will see a new companion in it, till you will see only the 1 and realise that you have jumped two squares. You are now at square 1. You have something you are no empty as you thought. This feels good and you are on the move again. So when you feel empty with no energy just throw something away and go -1.