My First Day on Italki (1)

It’s 6 am here. During the last 8 hours I've felt so happy, because of what I have found here.

I didn’t wake up from the alarm clock, but from a dream. The dream to use English...
I think most of you cannot comprehend why I am so happy. That’s because using English is so common to you in your daily life. But for me, it’s been difficult to find a place where I can practice what I have learned and be approached by real English.

I have tried several ways to contact foreign friends online, but luck hasn’t always been on my side. I have been on many foreign websites, but my boring and slow writing successfully showed that I am a boring person. Actually, it is quite contrary to my character. Sometimes I really think that spoken English can better represent foreigner's real personality. I really have no idea why people are in a rush to ask questions. I’m trying very hard to answer them, but as a newbie, I fail to follow their pace. So, I ended my sad experience after several unsuccessful tries.

Not before long, I accidently found a very hot student forum from the UK.  I got so excited that there are so many likeminded young people in one place. I thought that the forum would be open to new members but, to my grief, a gentle young girl, whom I acquainted on the site, shocked me with the harsh reality... The forum is a very exclusive one, only open to English students in the UK and my post would be an odd one. At that point, I was so sad. I have studied English for so many years, and I have read so many American & British Culture and Literature books. I spend a lot of time and effort on it. I felt very angry because I tried very hard to get to know you, only to be told that you do not have the slightest interest to know me.

Tired and disappointed, I cannot help but think of the motive why I wanted to learn English. My reason is quite simple. I just like different cultures and like the moment new ideas come into my mind. I think daily life is very normal and not that interesting, foreign new ideas really make my life different. But now, I feel the real English which I think of so much, is still like a star in the sky, far away from me - too far to touch.

My First Day in Italki(1)

Now it is 6 Am, in my time,during the last 8 hours, i felt so happy, because of what i have found there. I didn't wake up by the clock's alarm, but by my dream. The dream to use English. 
I think most of you can not understand that why i am so happy. Using English is so common to you in your daily life, but for me, you know how difficult for me to find a place where can practice what i have learned and approach to the real English. I have tried several ways to contact foreign friends online. But luck always not on my side. I have been to several foreign websites,but my boring and slow writing successfully showed that i am a boring person. Actually, my character is very opposite from it.sometimes i really think the spoken English can better represent foreigner's real personality. I really have no idea why people there they are so rush to ask questions. I tired very hard to answer them, but as a newbie, i failed to follow their pace. So i ended my sad experience after several faliures. Not long before, accidently, i found very hot student forum in Uk, i got so excited that there are so many young people in my age. To my grief, i used to think that the forum would open to every new members. And i have acquaint with a girl, a gentle young girl shocked me with the harsh reality. The forum is a very exclusive one, only open to the English people who study in Uk. And my post would be an odd one. At that point, i was so sad, i have learn English for so many years, and i have read so many American and British culture and literary books. I spend a lot of time.many painstaking cares have paid in it. I feel very angry that like i tried very hard to know you, and very nice to you, only to be told that you have the slightest interest to know me. Tired and disappointed, i can not help to suspect the motive why i want to learn English. My reason is quite simple,I just like different cultures and like the moment new ideas come in my mind. I think daily life is very normal and not that interesting, foreign new ideas really make my life different. But now i feel the real English which i think so much to me, is still like a star in the sky, far away distance from me, too far to touch. 

I corrected only half of the paragraph, sorry but I am not in my mode now, I couldn't continue till the end...but great job ...keep it up..U will be good