Just now I was listening to a song from mp3 when I'm on way back home. Suddenly I felt very sad because you will leave on next Sunday(you broke up with the men already so cannot say leave you on next Sunday). That day everything went too fast and I haven't prepare to face that incident. Maybe that song is unsuitable to describe our relationship, but when I heard Mads Langer sang "Baby I know wherever you go I'll always be with you - I'll always be with you", you would'nt understand how grieved i am. Both of us are friends and you mean a lot to me(already expressed how important is the relationship btw you and the men however the 'very important u know need no to be mentioned). I must stop thinking of you( stop what?? let us assume you are thinking of your ex-bf), perhaps it would be better for me to recall how disgusting you were. Few more days you will go abroad no matter what please take care.