A busy day doing dissertation I had a busy and exhausting day. I have been browsing psychological literatures for a whole morning. Though I did not write a lot words on literature review, I found the mind stage of flow when reading. In the afternoon, I felt sick in reading English. I stumbled on a lot of difficult words. I tried to look them up one by one. That work was endless, and emotional draining. Sadly, I lost the flow stage. I felt burning inside my heart, and could not stop searching for various information in my mobile. In the evening, I somewhat went back to a reasonable mind. I tried to face those imperfectness directly. In Japanese, there is a concept named 'wabi sabi', which focuses on the imperfectness and weakness, while seeking the wise, mature and beautiful aspects in it. I think I shall treat my life with a peaceful mind that 'wabi sabi' described. I hope I can find the flow stage more easily tomorrow.