something about understanding when i was a child, i realized that my vision of myself based on the words my parents said to me. i am not the good one, but here are a few people who think like this. and they aren't my parents. i am the worthest child to my dad because i got D on my Math test when i was 10. i am "not good enough' to my mum because i don't like wearing dress. and i remember the moment i realized that i started to think ''i am not good enough for being a teacher/ to be loved/ to have a good job/ to win that damn competition (i won that in the result). i know italky notes are not the privacy diary. i just throught i can use English to express my feeling if i can't talk about it with anyone.