Disgusted. I always feel like someone who does not know speak English when I meet people. I know I could make mistakes and that make my uneasy to build a conversation with someone and sometimes my tongue does not want to follow my mind. I think what make me a handicap for increase my speaking skills is because I do not find someone yet to help me to practice it much. For me, developed my speaking skills is very significant to be able to say "I speak english" one day, now I'm pretty sure I know a lot about english but because I do not practice it much I sound like someone who does not know nothing. shame ! I do not abandon, I keep learning, I know one day it will be better.