Paradox When I was a kid, I was willing to be free of duties. I wished to finish my homeworks as soon as possible just to go out and play with my neighbours. Especially, I enjoyed the long summer holidays because I could go to the beach every day, play football as much as I wanted and, in hottest days of the summer, stay at home playing at play station with the air conditioning. However, currently, the most terrifying thing that can happen to me is to don´t have anything to do. Let me exaplin it. I finished my master degree in June, and since that moment I have been looking for things to do desperately. I needed to be focused on something just to feel good. I realised that I needed to have determined goals to feel full of energy every day. So I made a list of my goals and, one of them was to improve my english as soon as possible in order to find a good job. (I would like to pass the advanced exam this course. Yes, I am optimistic but I know that I am able to do it),