oh, my god. 这个夏天跟冬天一样冷。 sometimes i feel that i am a sole ranger. i have my special way to deal with things which distinguishes me from others. i always wanna find one who knows me well, understand me well, comfort me well. but where is it? being single is not my fault, but this feeling really makes me heart-broken. we were all born to be alone, and will die alone. oh, jesus, would you please give me a chance to live happily? i am in urgent need of happiness. but you always let me down. i dont wanna get a full understanding of life, because i am not smart. so just promise me a chance. Thanks!!!