Oh !!!! Surprise, I get the quote

After studying and reviewing again and again, I come to the conclusion that I can not learn alone. I start with all the desire  of  in the world, and after a couple of weeks I start to decline.

Mmm study tomorrow ... and tomorrow comes and I do everything except study (or "I do everything except that"). I promise myself I will start on Monday again ... And it arrives on Monday arrives, and every Monday or the hens put (?), pretexts and more pretexts, why not pay for pretexts -- if they did I would be a millionaire, I think I would even have my own country and I would be the queen.

The queen pretexts. Very tired of herself and my pretexts, I made the decision, that if I really had to learn I had to be forced. So I would move to a country where only English was spoken, where -- in order to study, work and socialize -- I would only have to speak English (or "I would have to only speak English.").  Well, the only way for a fish to learn to swim is in the water. So I would throw myself into the water, it was all or nothing, I would learn to speak English or I would drown.


I started looking for information, making calls and asking for quotes -- all that the while hurrying to my bags because my imagination was already flying. I was already in Ireland -- I had made the decision and nothing and no one would change it.
When suddenly there is a message in my inbox.
Oh !!!! Surprise I get the quote.

I NEED TO SELL A KIDNEY TO PAY THAT !!! Jajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajaja
You know some organ dealers, hahahaha, I do not suppose not so, and even if you knew him, I would not want to know him.
That's where my determination came.

Goodbye to my dream jajajajajajaja that hard hits reality.  (hmm...maybe "reality hits you hard" or "reality hit me hard")
And as I write these lines I wonder if it is really the price being so expensive that prevents me from continuing with the fantasy or is it that mania that I have to put pretexts to life.

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I am not sure what you meant by "the hens put".  Perhaps this is a Spanish idiom that does not translate directly into English?  Or maybe it is a reference to something from a book?

You are a good story teller, Yesica.  You have a creative way of describing the thoughts and events that are happening, and this makes your story entertaining to read.   It was a good story, even if it did not exactly have a happy ending.