I am living the worst nightmare of my life and I do not know how to wake up or when it started.(2) The bastard smiles and extends his hand to me as if he really likes me and with a fake smile he makes me a promise that never fulfills "we call you". What he does not know is that during the time I studied at the university to finish the degree I did not attend any party, that I spent weeks preparing for the subjects that I knew worked, that keeps me awake until 3 in the morning to be able to finish the tasks because the next day I had to go to work to be able to pay the race for a full shift of 8hrs standing in a factory where my boss would get behind me to give me pressure and work more quickly, but support because I always thought that crops what you sow and I was planting so I just had to put up with a little more. And there is another interview and another false smile accompanied by another promise that never fulfills "we call you". What he does not know is that I have been looking for work for months, that I have read almost all the pages that give advice on how to find a job, that I have searched all the job boards, that my CV has been made and remade, so many times I have a folder with more 6 versions. I am exhausted by the positivism that there are days that I eat my nails until I can not but anguish, anxiety and uncertainty grow along with my debts. What he does not know what it is with every false smile accompanied by another promise that never complies with " we will call you ", tightens a little more the knot that there is that neck and that the nights drowns me more and more.