My experience and emotions of learning English I learn English since 11 years. But when I was yung I didn't feel that it necessary for me. First 2 years was very intensive and the most part of that I know now it's from that time. Then I didn't effort, because in new school English was easy for me. In university I had known some new words in psychology and science topics. And that's all that I knew. Often I read computer and programming articles. So my English reading is like a Russian. I proud of it. But I'm a stammerer in speaking. I've started to learn English hard a year and a half ago. I've learnt to listen and undersand speach, known many new words. Now I take classes with a teacher and it helps me a lot. Speaking with a partner maintains actual vocabulary in the memory. But I haven't got enough time to learn faster... And I forgot many words, that I knew before. (I had a rest about half year, so my learning hard is one year.) In my introspection I noticed, that my emotions have influence on my assesement of my achivements. If I'm happy and all good then the learning process seems successeful to me. But if I have got an apathy or I'm sad then it seems that I'm staying at one place and there isn't any progress in my English. I've decided that I'll try to write a note to the notebook every day, at least several times a week, and bother you by my tryings in English. I hope it will help to not forget all English words that I know.