13/11/17 The hidden reason that I move to study abroad because I broken heart. We were friends from school, dated about 1 year and became good friends. Seven years later, he came back to me. We spent long weekend together and he said that he still loved me for the past 7 years. Unbelievable, during last 7 years he had girl friend and the day that he told me he remained relationship with her. He said that he loved me but he didn’t deserve me because I beyond on him. It was ridiculous. If you love someone enough, you will do anything to beside her, not just say good words but no action. He was such a selfish guy and though that I was his toy but I though I had value enough to be an only one girl not just some girls of a man. So I decided to step away from him and improve my self to keep and expand the space between us. If he treated me like a toy, I would be the expensive toy that he can’t pay.