Come back to me! I was always interested in languages. When I started to study Spanish it was my passion. I could wake up at 5 AM with an idea to continue studying something new or with a certain question in my mind which I probably saw in a dream. I woke up and immediately opened italki to put dawn my question here and to get an answer. During the day I was trying to talk with myself in Spanish meanwhile I was working or was doing something else. And being at home in the evening I was reading different grammar. Seems to be that all my world was around this beautiful language. Time passed. And after a certain happening I stopped learning. And by now I still can not put myself together and be focused. I still have a desire to be fluent in Spanish but feel like something stops me. Something stops me from talking with natives by Skype. At first, I thought that my attitude to Spanish has changed but not. I've started to learn Chinese and have the same result... Where is my power!? Come back to me!