My second letter I had made advances to one of my colleagues.It's you.I miss you so much.Your actions never fail to fascinate me.And I think we are fitting.Do you think so? You are regarded as my colleage,my friend evne my spouse.I hope I'll marry you. I can't guarantee that I never married without marrying you.Nevertheless, I can give you a hitherto firm guarantee : I 'll try to be better man for you.Best wishes for you: I wish you both health and longevity.As a result of your life influences me: they say a married man who smokes more than a pack a day is likely to live as long as a divorced man who doesn't smoke.There is a flip side ,however, as men are more likely to become ill or die in the couple of years following their spouse's death. I 'm a non-smoker.Furthermore, we wish for us to live longer.