Tryonice.W's notebook entry: May 12, 2011 Recently, especiallly today and yestday, I felt anxious about my situation. Not only I could not keep working hard, but also I have lost the ragular pace of my life. Though tired, I have no option to give up. If I take action to handle it, I believe everthing ganna be ok. In psycology, an event lead to your evaluation which cause relevant emotion which estimulates your motion. So on this mode I will check what problems I am stuck in. One of my major problems is that I cannot focus on my study. Focus creates reality. But how can I improve my focus when I am studing? I find there are three keys to solving this problem and none of them can be ignored. They “energy and calm”,”preparation and scheme”add on”strong aspiration and perseverance”. Additionally I will make a plan and certify what I must learn while what I can prepare it later. I also have to regain a health pace of life which can bring me so much energy futhermore ensure the excuting of the plan. On the one hand without success of study I am losing confidence which lead to the decrease on my self-integrity. On the other hand I am likely to be stick into internet or computer games to seek for lost heart. Single amusement without mutrtion cause more lack of energy and aspiration while the lack of that in circles cause that I am more self-abandoned. But fotunetly, I have already taken some measures on avoiding it. I deleted all of my computer games and online-TV software. Though when it is come to long perspective what I did was just to prevent me from no-use amusement which could not fundamentally cure me. Thus, I hold it as a beginning. Gradually I will be more important things and be more self-confident. That is vital to my success. The third problem, in fact, has been a rock in my heart nearly two years. I cannot resist the image that I betrayed the pretty girl in my mind. Every time I was studying she showed up spontanously. But gradually I realized that I was just too regretful to ease the pain. Every thing has already become memory. The only image I loved perhaps was not that right girl. So next time I see you, Liuliu, in my mind, I am prone to smile and let it go. This time I really wanna erase that. I am not that brass boy anymore and I will run towards my dream. Recheer me up! Recentl days I prepared so many for English band six test that I must layout my plan. I will spend the mojority of times to focus on study. There are so many barriers in the Principle of Mechanics’learning while I am not afraid of it. I can handle it. Just keep working utimately and see what happens.