tonight little notebook (is it like poem?) tonight is so cold. in the chill of night, i'm thinking about something. it doesn't feel that the time has passed so long. 7 years ago, she left to go to another world, left the real world. she is one of my beloved grandmother, and also my father's beloved mother. she was so tough when our family experienced the hardship, especially about economic. moreover she might not see and enjoy the success result of my family's struggle at the rest time of her life. so i'm as his beloved grandson will dedicate all my life successes, as part of my family's success, to my beloved grandmother and also my ancestors in the afterlife world. the god knows what is best given to us. but i wish the god allow my grandmother to resurge, so that she can enjoy all our success, without having to suffer like the past. my life would be dedicated only to struggle against the hard life, and i don't regret it. :)