I begin to think about my past. Do you ever think about your ancestry? During my childhood my parents didn't know which religion I should have cause my mom is Russian(She is Christian) and my dad is Tatar(He is Muslim). Two great nationalities. Russian and Tatars. It's amazing. And I have the blood of both nationalities. I can't believe in it. I don't know Tatar language but I'd like to do. When I was a very little girl there was a person who tried to teach me Tatar but I was so stupid and didn't want that. Now I regret it. I so want to know more be more close to my other side - Tatar side. I'm listening to music in Tatar and this language is really beautiful like Farsi etc. My ears feel amazing when it hear the Tatar language. But I'm so far from them. I'm so far from the Tatar culture. Cause nobody from my close relatives lived in Tatarstan. It's sad. If I can learn Tatar language in the University I'd be really happy. And how do you think I'm more Russian or more Tatar girl, haha?