Being confused I've just entered high school. Actually I've been there for almost 3 months but I don't think I've got accustomed to it. My high school is probably the best one in this province (not compared with other provinces' ), and that's the reason which makes me stressed out. I've always been excellent in middle school and primary school. I understand that in high school there would be much more intelligent or talented students. The teachers are dedicated and the classmates are hard-working. Those people surrounding me are really excellent and competitive. I like the atmosphere of friendly competetion. However, I don't know if my IQ gets lower or somewhat, I couldn't understand what the teacher says, especially chemistry. What's worse, I found that I don't even have a goal. I have thought much, however, I still don't have a dream. I'm not clear about what career I would like to pursue and what kind of person I'm gonna be. I feel like I'm standing at a misty crossing and don't know where to go. Anyway, I still have to try harder tomorrow, no matter where the road leads to.