Creative rewrite "A Temporary Matter" third part third part: Sure, it wasn’t very healthy for me to immerse myself in all this work to be occupied 24/7, but at least I didn’t live on someone else’s expense. I mean he is the man and he didn’t behave like that ever since at all. Ugh, I sound like my mother. To be honest, I don’t know if it was his fault that it ended like this. I know that I’m not perfect and that I made mistakes too… but what he did is not excusable. I did not want to know the truth and I wish I could just forget what he told me. I think he already started to hate me when he heard that our son is dead. Maybe he blames me for the death of our child. And maybe he wanted me to go too. We both knew that we weren’t happy and a marriage shouldn’t be like that. I’m aware that it’s not always easy, but for half a year we were practically strangers. I did the right thing. Shukumar is such a coward and he lived his cosy life on my cost, he would have never ended it. I did the right thing for both of us. I cannot keep on living my life like this. Everything will be different from now on.